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mood:
dilemma
its Nday leh.
so many years aready still didn't get to see the fireworks except on TV, the feeling of being squashed amongst 'kiasu' crowds juz irks me. probably tats the reason why i always wana stay indoors in such occasions.
turning moldy aready la! want to go out and join the fun but don't like crowds.. how how how??
guess its okay to stay home for tonight? cos' there's nice shows on TV! like Full Circle, i wana watch! Tonight's FC is showing a pair of long lost twin finding each other back n stuff..
telepathy n psychic.
nv fails to fascinate me no matter how old i get i guess. isn't it amazing how people's mind work that they are able to control things or even read other's mind. there's so much mystery to it.
oh, i've just finished reading this thriller by Kay Hooper, Hiding in The Shadows. its written just the way i liked, talking about psychic power between 2 women and how one of them loses her life while investigating some things.
and Kay Hooper has written 3 of such books! kinda like a series or sorts. i've only read 1 of it and i cant continue, cos didn't manage to find the other 2 books anywhere! its reali making me so eager to find them! urgh~
and, HAppY NationAL Day!!
... is not so much the command itself as its communication. His medium is not speech but gesture, posture, telepathy, and an irresistibly keen radiation.
Charles Munch
5:17 PM |
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mood:
hehehe
oh ya~ i forgotten to blog about what happened during my birthday. hmmx. its a quiet birthday this year. planned to go 'double o' with my friends 1 day before, but something just happened la! in the end, stayed at home. kinda sad.
on the day, i met cashe. reali quiet birthday la. went to this place that i've never been to before. kinda ulu to me, near robertson quay. cashe recommended this bar saying its a great place to chill, blah blah. by the way, its a reali difficult place to get to. was grumbling all the way while walking there from suntec~!! so damn far from suntec can! by the time we reached i was aready sweating all over.
never seen a bar like this before. unique in a way, great place to chill indeed. all the chairs they had were those comfy beach chairs, nice!. lots of ang mohs there, service was good too, but i didn't like the music they played.. seemed to me their player's spoiled. =p
cashe also said their 'ikan bilis' is the populest snack there. so we had 2 jugs of beer and 1 serving of ikan bilis altogether. only thing was, we wanted chilli and they served us ketchup instead. we didn't bother to ask them to change, so make do with it la!
so check out this fine bar: HOME beach bar
and erm.. later on i vomited 3 times in a row on the floor! not my fault okay~ i did aim into the plastic bag but don't know why most of the vomitus ended up on the floor~ *pai seh*
maybe its the combination of the beer + ikan bilis + taxi riding... hehehe.. actually before vomiting, was feeling very nauseated and uncomfortable. so felt great after that!! hahahax.
hmm.. no pictures to post though.
=D
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mood:
dead
don't know what is wrong with today.
planned to meet cashe in the morning so he gave me a morning call at 8am. i'm sure i was awake and getting up then already! but like dozed off or what. when he called me again it was like 1 hr later!!! urgh~ i'm just such a damned like to oversleep pig.
then faster hurry up and get ready.
really don't know what's wrong. stepped out of bathroom only got naggeddd like hell. cant stand the noise man~ left house in a short while. haix~
met cashe and reached tpy around 1045. the area was UNusually crowded with lots of people standing around talking or 'kaypoing'. there were also many police cars around.
when we walked pass this group of aunties i sort of heard one of them say 'tiao lou'. then..
cashe: eh, u see over there~
me:*turned* *saw white plastics covering something with a feet sticking out underneath*
me:*!!!!!* isn't this the block where alot of old ppl stays?
cashe:ya lo.. aiya. alot of old ppl sick or no money, 'xiang bu kai' den will wana die ma.
sad. i've never seen such tings happening before me, except in tv or news. why do these elderly wants to end their lives prematurely, unnaturally? i was thinking if they did not had children or a spouse with them, it's quite understandable bcos they felt lonely.
then what abt those with children?
with so many attachments in hospitals, i've already met countless of elderly patients being abandoned there. many have aready recovered or are fit for discharge home. somehow their children can become uncontactable and can be busy enough to 'forget' to visit their parents. needless to say abt those out of hospitals. what a society.
enough of this filial piety stuffs. it juz ocurred to me, one reali cant insure ur own future from anybody. have to be independent and prepared for the worst. =D
2:47 PM |
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mood:
colorful
how come huh.
since morning i'm strangely in good spirits. maybe its the cool and refreshing weather? mid-year should be very humid n hot right? duno y this year its been raining so much. but nevermind la. i like cool weathers.. =D
and i had garlice&lemon mussels, apple pies, strawberry milkshake from MOS and 'hor fun' for dinner.. reali big dinner lo.. gotta stop that appetite of mine or i'll become a Fatty Bom Bom in no time! haix. how.. alot of my secondary frenz have said tat i put on weight lei.. den exercise oso lazy and no way am i going to make myself pop pills everyday.. so means cannot be lazy anymore.. besides, Napfa for my class is coming aready.. gotta buck up..
??��??�?.. i always get Gold in sec. sch for napfa one okay~~ now i tink bronze also no chance.. and the fitness test is in this semester, how to make it in such short time? anyone tell me?? nevermind, miracles do happen.. haikz hiakz~
oh, there's this problem with my music jukebox lei.. duno y i cant upload my own songs. there's nothing wrong with my song URL but it just doesn't seem to work.. hmmx.. *headache*
move it baby
7:18 PM |
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hungry
my stomach's growling!
nobody's home, no food. still considering whether to call for pizza delivery or head down to CWP on my own.. but somehow i've got my butt stuck here in front of the computer. so its lazybum in short la..*hopeless*
then ms.confused(a.k.a lim pei shan callista) messaged me on MSN asking me to go out with her..
after awhile she changed her mind..
5 mins later.. she changed her mind again asking me to go prepare..
i was tinking excitedly that i won't be stuck at home n was abt to take a shower.. her 'flickermindedness' act up AGAIN! n she continued on and on.. for the next 1 hour!
finaly.. she made up her mind! yes! finally!*jumps ard*
nothing has changed, im still stuck at home, hungrier....
okay. its gonna be a busy week coming up ahead. presentations and practical tests can every student crazy right? yeap. so tats wads up for me next week. reali have to work hard for the practical its damn IMPORTANT. funny thing is, such an impt thing and no one knows when is the testdate! lecturers says it could be thursday or friday. i juz hope its on thursday, then i can go happy celebrating my birthday after that. *grins*
pray hard
5:47 PM |
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current mood:
aAAaaa~!! 3 days have passed from my precious 1 month holiday n i've done nothin in particular! slack slack slack! i hate tt word~ hate slacking, waste my time onli.. *hahaha.. as if!!*
i wana go work!! or holiday!! or getaway from where i am now!! or do something meaningful!!
suddenly i realised i've never been to any place further than m'sia~ nv went to any off-shore island at all~ OMG~ im a mountain turtle... *sobx* :'(
well.. i've finally finished my torturous(duno whether there is such a word)4weeks attachment.. besides the busy workload there, i've made some new frens too.. they're from other grps of the nursing cohort.. n i was paired up wit this cute gurl.. she's a great person to tok to n be with.. can see tat her interest in nursing is reali there(not like me... so shitty~).. when can i ever get tat kind of enthusiasm for nursing?!?! hmm... btw~ as we chatted.. she mentioned she spent her holidays in Pulau Tioman.. she went on n on about its beauty, its clear sea, fishes u can feel, n the beautiful sun.... n every holiday she would go far far away from tis lion city n enjoy the world's natural beauty..
but i din quite get her when she said all this n the blur look was all over my face.. so she told me to go to her website! then i saw her album of pulau tioman.. here's
Shirley's photoalbum.... man.. the pictures were so nice! i wana c them in real! c them with my own eyes! hehehe~ i wana go holiday la~~~
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i've been so0o0o0o unlucky these days tat it reali made me wonder wad bad tings i've done in my past life~!! arrgh~ juz tis week alone can make me rethink the purpose of living this life.... *FED UP*
perhaps im juz someone who cant take any setbacks in life..
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yes~!~ its friday..~'~ yeap friday the 13th!!! any unlucky tings happpened to u yet?? muahahahaha~!~ 5:20 PM |
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a few 'code blue' n a couple of 'code green' happened in hospital today..
aniwae.. i've juz struggled past 5 days of my attachment.. 15
more days to go~** reali cant imagine wad it'll be like when i graduate n have to spend 3 years in tt hospital.~.~.~
goin out wit cashe tml.. hmm... goin out with him after his nite shift?? tink most probably wun get to go out again.. lol.. (hmmmx... reali wonder how long i haven been to town.. sigh~) =ppPppPppPpPPpPpp![]()
Sunday, May 08, 2005
*use unicode(UTF-8) if u cant see the chinese words*
yes.. exams finished.. had my last paper on 6th of tis month.. n spending the weekend wit cashe.. haix.. 1 month attachment gonna start tml.. goodbye freedom den..
hmmx.. the last month was full of ups n downs i should sae.. stupid pictures were the 'ups' n lecturer leaving were the 'downs'... lolx.. gotten reali crazy wit my buddies!
so as promised here are the pics from chiang's camera.. unfortunately.. kali's computer down again.. so her pics will have to wait.. hee... enjoy ppl...!
p.s.: hmmx... i din post all of the pictures.. click here to view all.!.!.![]()






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