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hmmx...

2005-08-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

mood: dilemma

its Nday leh.
so many years aready still didn't get to see the fireworks except on TV, the feeling of being squashed amongst 'kiasu' crowds juz irks me. probably tats the reason why i always wana stay indoors in such occasions.
turning moldy aready la! want to go out and join the fun but don't like crowds.. how how how??

guess its okay to stay home for tonight? cos' there's nice shows on TV! like Full Circle, i wana watch! Tonight's FC is showing a pair of long lost twin finding each other back n stuff..

telepathy n psychic.
nv fails to fascinate me no matter how old i get i guess. isn't it amazing how people's mind work that they are able to control things or even read other's mind. there's so much mystery to it.

oh, i've just finished reading this thriller by Kay Hooper, Hiding in The Shadows. its written just the way i liked, talking about psychic power between 2 women and how one of them loses her life while investigating some things.
and Kay Hooper has written 3 of such books! kinda like a series or sorts. i've only read 1 of it and i cant continue, cos didn't manage to find the other 2 books anywhere! its reali making me so eager to find them! urgh~

and, HAppY NationAL Day!!

... is not so much the command itself as its communication. His medium is not speech but gesture, posture, telepathy, and an irresistibly keen radiation.

Charles Munch

♥♥

2005-08-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

mood: hehehe

oh ya~ i forgotten to blog about what happened during my birthday. hmmx. its a quiet birthday this year. planned to go 'double o' with my friends 1 day before, but something just happened la! in the end, stayed at home. kinda sad.

on the day, i met cashe. reali quiet birthday la. went to this place that i've never been to before. kinda ulu to me, near robertson quay. cashe recommended this bar saying its a great place to chill, blah blah. by the way, its a reali difficult place to get to. was grumbling all the way while walking there from suntec~!! so damn far from suntec can! by the time we reached i was aready sweating all over.

never seen a bar like this before. unique in a way, great place to chill indeed. all the chairs they had were those comfy beach chairs, nice!. lots of ang mohs there, service was good too, but i didn't like the music they played.. seemed to me their player's spoiled. =p
cashe also said their 'ikan bilis' is the populest snack there. so we had 2 jugs of beer and 1 serving of ikan bilis altogether. only thing was, we wanted chilli and they served us ketchup instead. we didn't bother to ask them to change, so make do with it la!
so check out this fine bar: HOME beach bar

and erm.. later on i vomited 3 times in a row on the floor! not my fault okay~ i did aim into the plastic bag but don't know why most of the vomitus ended up on the floor~ *pai seh*
maybe its the combination of the beer + ikan bilis + taxi riding... hehehe.. actually before vomiting, was feeling very nauseated and uncomfortable. so felt great after that!! hahahax.

hmm.. no pictures to post though.

=D

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2005-08-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

mood: dead

don't know what is wrong with today.
planned to meet cashe in the morning so he gave me a morning call at 8am. i'm sure i was awake and getting up then already! but like dozed off or what. when he called me again it was like 1 hr later!!! urgh~ i'm just such a damned like to oversleep pig.

then faster hurry up and get ready.
really don't know what's wrong. stepped out of bathroom only got naggeddd like hell. cant stand the noise man~ left house in a short while. haix~

met cashe and reached tpy around 1045. the area was UNusually crowded with lots of people standing around talking or 'kaypoing'. there were also many police cars around.
when we walked pass this group of aunties i sort of heard one of them say 'tiao lou'. then..

cashe: eh, u see over there~

me:*turned* *saw white plastics covering something with a feet sticking out underneath*

me:*!!!!!* isn't this the block where alot of old ppl stays?

cashe:ya lo.. aiya. alot of old ppl sick or no money, 'xiang bu kai' den will wana die ma.

sad. i've never seen such tings happening before me, except in tv or news. why do these elderly wants to end their lives prematurely, unnaturally? i was thinking if they did not had children or a spouse with them, it's quite understandable bcos they felt lonely.
then what abt those with children?
with so many attachments in hospitals, i've already met countless of elderly patients being abandoned there. many have aready recovered or are fit for discharge home. somehow their children can become uncontactable and can be busy enough to 'forget' to visit their parents. needless to say abt those out of hospitals. what a society.

enough of this filial piety stuffs. it juz ocurred to me, one reali cant insure ur own future from anybody. have to be independent and prepared for the worst. =D

♥

2005-07-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

mood: colorful

how come huh.
since morning i'm strangely in good spirits. maybe its the cool and refreshing weather? mid-year should be very humid n hot right? duno y this year its been raining so much. but nevermind la. i like cool weathers.. =D
and i had garlice&lemon mussels, apple pies, strawberry milkshake from MOS and 'hor fun' for dinner.. reali big dinner lo.. gotta stop that appetite of mine or i'll become a Fatty Bom Bom in no time! haix. how.. alot of my secondary frenz have said tat i put on weight lei.. den exercise oso lazy and no way am i going to make myself pop pills everyday.. so means cannot be lazy anymore.. besides, Napfa for my class is coming aready.. gotta buck up..
??��??�?.. i always get Gold in sec. sch for napfa one okay~~ now i tink bronze also no chance.. and the fitness test is in this semester, how to make it in such short time? anyone tell me?? nevermind, miracles do happen.. haikz hiakz~

oh, there's this problem with my music jukebox lei.. duno y i cant upload my own songs. there's nothing wrong with my song URL but it just doesn't seem to work.. hmmx.. *headache*

move it baby

2005-07-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

current mood:hungry

my stomach's growling!

nobody's home, no food. still considering whether to call for pizza delivery or head down to CWP on my own.. but somehow i've got my butt stuck here in front of the computer. so its lazybum in short la..*hopeless*

then ms.confused(a.k.a lim pei shan callista) messaged me on MSN asking me to go out with her..
after awhile she changed her mind..

5 mins later.. she changed her mind again asking me to go prepare..

i was tinking excitedly that i won't be stuck at home n was abt to take a shower.. her 'flickermindedness' act up AGAIN! n she continued on and on.. for the next 1 hour!

finaly.. she made up her mind! yes! finally!*jumps ard*

nothing has changed, im still stuck at home, hungrier....

okay. its gonna be a busy week coming up ahead. presentations and practical tests can every student crazy right? yeap. so tats wads up for me next week. reali have to work hard for the practical its damn IMPORTANT. funny thing is, such an impt thing and no one knows when is the testdate! lecturers says it could be thursday or friday. i juz hope its on thursday, then i can go happy celebrating my birthday after that. *grins*

pray hard

2005-06-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

current mood:

aAAaaa~!! 3 days have passed from my precious 1 month holiday n i've done nothin in particular! slack slack slack! i hate tt word~ hate slacking, waste my time onli.. *hahaha.. as if!!*

i wana go work!! or holiday!! or getaway from where i am now!! or do something meaningful!!

suddenly i realised i've never been to any place further than m'sia~ nv went to any off-shore island at all~ OMG~ im a mountain turtle... *sobx* :'(

well.. i've finally finished my torturous(duno whether there is such a word)4weeks attachment.. besides the busy workload there, i've made some new frens too.. they're from other grps of the nursing cohort.. n i was paired up wit this cute gurl.. she's a great person to tok to n be with.. can see tat her interest in nursing is reali there(not like me... so shitty~).. when can i ever get tat kind of enthusiasm for nursing?!?! hmm... btw~ as we chatted.. she mentioned she spent her holidays in Pulau Tioman.. she went on n on about its beauty, its clear sea, fishes u can feel, n the beautiful sun.... n every holiday she would go far far away from tis lion city n enjoy the world's natural beauty..

but i din quite get her when she said all this n the blur look was all over my face.. so she told me to go to her website! then i saw her album of pulau tioman.. here's
Shirley's photoalbum.... man.. the pictures were so nice! i wana c them in real! c them with my own eyes! hehehe~ i wana go holiday la~~~

2005-05-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

i've been so0o0o0o unlucky these days tat it reali made me wonder wad bad tings i've done in my past life~!! arrgh~ juz tis week alone can make me rethink the purpose of living this life.... *FED UP*
perhaps im juz someone who cant take any setbacks in life..

unreasonable peers

demanding parents

fruitless n tiring attachments

frens tt r not understanding

broke, broke, very very broke

n lots lots more tings driving me nuts!!!

haix.. tink im due for an appointment wit the shrink if i dun destress myself soon!

bad days bad days get over soon....

2005-05-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

所以

想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到我自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么高兴
因为我发现自己和你的距离

这是爱情还是你太美丽
让我做出不可思议的事情
我只知道我要看你开心
我什么都愿意只要能够靠近你

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你开心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩
有多么的甜蜜
所以我才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手
我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍着痛

想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到我自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么开心
因为我发现自己和你的距离

这是爱情还是你太美丽
我象是着了迷只渴望能靠近你

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高兴
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩
有多么的甜蜜
所以我才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手
我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍着痛

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高兴
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

我知道你和你的男孩
有多么的甜蜜
所以我才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手
我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍着痛...
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juz changed my blog music.. hmmx.. im not a fan of 'sly' but tis is a reali nice song.. sad but very meaningful lyrics, nice music also~ enjoy ppl~

managed to go out wit cashe today *cheers* hehe.. finally went to town.. plaza sing' changed quite a bit! we took some neoprints.. $8 per printing's abiiit expensive! but we took 2 printings altogether.. the pics are in the slide shows above.. happy waiting!~!

morning shift for 3 days straight from monday.. everyday waking up at 5am!!! wish me luck ppl.. i dun wish to be late.. hehehe.. counting down to my holidays

26 days

till last day of attachment!!

weeeeee~'~'~'~'~'~

2005-05-13T17:20:00.000+08:00

yes~!~ its friday..~'~ yeap friday the 13th!!! any unlucky tings happpened to u yet?? muahahahaha~!~

a few 'code blue' n a couple of 'code green' happened in hospital today.. wonder how r the patients involved getting on~ so there's reali such ting as 'friday the 13th' huh~ :(

aniwae.. i've juz struggled past 5 days of my attachment..

15

more days to go~** reali cant imagine wad it'll be like when i graduate n have to spend 3 years in tt hospital.~.~.~

goin out wit cashe tml.. hmm... goin out with him after his nite shift?? tink most probably wun get to go out again.. lol.. (hmmmx... reali wonder how long i haven been to town.. sigh~) =ppPppPppPpPPpPpp

2005-05-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

HuRraY!!
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yes.. exams finished.. had my last paper on 6th of tis month.. n spending the weekend wit cashe.. haix.. 1 month attachment gonna start tml.. goodbye freedom den..

hmmx.. the last month was full of ups n downs i should sae.. stupid pictures were the 'ups' n lecturer leaving were the 'downs'... lolx.. gotten reali crazy wit my buddies!

so as promised here are the pics from chiang's camera.. unfortunately.. kali's computer down again.. so her pics will have to wait.. hee... enjoy ppl...!

p.s.: hmmx... i din post all of the pictures.. click here to view all.!.!.

2005-05-08T02:27:00.000+08:00

to start the ball rolling.. i present tis very very VERY NICE pic..~ enjoy guys~
*focus on sharon(middle). lol!*

2005-05-08T02:26:00.001+08:00

introducing twin of jay!!

2005-05-08T02:26:00.000+08:00

yoz~

2005-05-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

灵异事件

2005-05-08T02:24:00.001+08:00

can c anot? home made ghost.. kekeke

2005-05-08T02:24:00.000+08:00

hmmx... haunted lecture hall ya..

2005-05-08T02:22:00.001+08:00

haven u realise aniting??

2005-05-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

!!!

2005-05-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

STAIRCASE TERROR

2005-05-08T02:18:00.001+08:00

yikes!

2005-05-08T02:18:00.000+08:00

erm... aniting special?

2005-05-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

sharon.. run!!

2005-05-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

OMG..

2005-05-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

ah...!! she's coming for us!

2005-05-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

photo taking session.. in the name of last day of school before the exams.. hahahax.. actually for any lame reason we will also take pictures.. kekeke..

2005-05-08T02:10:00.001+08:00

2005-05-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

heehee.. wad happen to my face~ tink cramp from all the photo taking..... lol!

2005-05-08T02:09:00.000+08:00

miss gwen.. look like a student ya? got a son aready lei~

2005-05-08T02:08:00.001+08:00

introducing miss chia... she's teaching statistics... great caring lecturer!

2005-05-08T02:08:00.000+08:00

wit miss theresa~ she's so sweet~ *muack*

2005-05-08T02:07:00.000+08:00

a biology lecturer.. mr param! hehe..

2005-05-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

the middle one is miss eliana.. young but very experienced!

2005-05-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

a class photo wit miss eliana.. she reali looks like one of us.. hahax.. wun noe tt she's a lecturer if u're not taught by her.. in short.. juz trying to sae tt she's very young la~ =)

2005-05-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

juz some few weeks ago.. we received the news of many lecturers leaving NYP.. one of them is our dear biology lecturer.. hmm.. gonna miss him so...

2005-05-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

our biology lecturer.. he's so fatherly.. hahahax... reali takes care of us..

2005-05-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

these are the cute dolls r from the lecturer leaving us.. *sad*

2005-05-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

hahahax... any identical ones?? reali cute dolls...

2005-05-08T01:35:00.001+08:00

okay... so after the final paper of year 2, we went to tis japanese restaurant in ang mo kio central, recommanded by Yee Fee.. its called Sumo.. guess wad.. the cheapest set meal there onli cost $2.90!! reali worth it.. not disappointing us, food tastes great.. green tea's free flow too.. wow.. im loving tat place aready... hahax... kali aready suggested goin there whenever we have long breaks.. hee...

after lunch we went back to sch for a talk on overseas attachment by the year 3 students... they went to sydney n UK for their attachment!! 1 whole month!!
the talk reali inspired all of us to study hard n get good grades.. cos tats the basic criteria to be eligible for goin overseas attachment.. =(

the talk ended wit most of us feeling sad.. realising tt we're not even near to getting good grades.. hahahx.. accept it guys!! s'pore's good enuf la~~ =)
so on our way to the mrt station.. we walked past the school's auditorium n saw the exhibition done by design students.. ermm... n we realised even their lecturers ARE sumting.. creative ya~ one of the lecturers reali looked as if he came from the wrong century.. he's dressing is reali unacceptable.. hahahax...
okay.. aniwae year 2 of nursing reali juz flew by... damn fast..
haix.. can i cope wit the stress n expectations of becoming a final year student?
goodbye year 2~~

2005-05-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

taken in Sumo.. trying to advertise the green tea.. best ting is.. its free flow!!

2005-05-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

we're saying goodbye to second year of nursing!!

2005-05-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

we're in this exhibition done up by the design students from NYP.. the background pictures are reali very nice!

2005-05-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

hahax.. taufiq's carrying so many ppl's bag tat he's looking like a nanny... lolx!

2005-04-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

long time no see, bloggie!! hmmx... kinda busy these days.. n was damn sick during attachment duno whether it was food poisoning or wad.. kept vomiting n having diarrhoea... but!! din use de MC de doc gave me.. hahax... cant afford to lose my weekends for making up... hehe...

so back in sch tis week.. missed my frenz soooo much.. stupid posting made me uanble to meet them for de 2 weeks at all.. hahahax.. so we took loads of pictures... alot of stupid ones... hehehe.. chiang haven send them to me so i'll probably post them after next week... my 1st yr bio lecturer's going... he wun be back... all of us will miss u!! he a reali nice lecturer... reali take cares of us.. left a great impression on my buddies n me.. hope to see him around though!!~

next week... statistics project submission on friday n a psychology test on wednesday.. first sem exam paper starts on 29 april.. pheew~!~ projects' r not goin on tat smoothly n i've onli started abit on my revision.. hahahax.. all the best to myself n my buddies!! we can do it!! muahahahaha~~

meeting cashe later to hav dinner... probably having steamboat.. hahahax... he's been planning to have it duno since when.. i wana eat 'tian tian huo guo'!! hehe... n gonna go cyclin tml.. hope it doesn't rain like last week... (>,<)"

2005-03-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

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yesterday was Good Friday~ n i went to zouk with cashe! (its my first time to zouk.. hehehehe..)

hmm.. met cashe ard afternoon time, planning to change into clubbing clothes abit later.. but blurry me forgot to bring the clothes!!! arrrgh... so when its suppose to be time to be heading to zouk.. we reluctantly have to travel towards the opposite direction for my house!! hahahax... all my fault.... hehehe... sori cashe!
the irony ting was when we enter Phuture.. it was onli 1 quater filled wit ppl... so much for the rushing.... ahahahahax... 2 blurries... cant blame cashe too.. he always go for 'mambo' on wednesdays.. so first time for him on a friday there too~!
i started yawning n complaining when there's no crowd at all n the music wasn't my type.. tinking we've made a wasted trip n should have gone to Black instead... hahaax.. but tinking of the entrance fee to phuture, cashe n i juz sat there n chatted n drank... well.. den when 'rnb' started.. ppl start filling the place n it was soon packed!! so much so that we cant even leave the place!!! =pPPpPPPppPp
not a wasted trip though.. i had fun, enjoyed the music n seeing great dance moves i've never seen in Black.. i guess Black is more of a place for younger teens who juz moves with wadever music is played... but clubbers in zouk actually dances very well!!
more of zouk n less of Black for me now. i guess!~! :)

2005-03-26T18:25:00.001+08:00

2005-03-26T18:25:00.000+08:00

2005-03-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

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soooooo long since i've washed the dishes.. y suddenly did tt today?hmmm..... cos my dad's usually the one washing them... n something happened to him today.. he fell n he broke his arm... this morning while working.. den he came back from TTSH with he's hand in POP.. my sisters all finished dinner n went out... den when i see the pile of dirty dishes.. i juz gotta clear them up for him... haix... so worried!!! first time such tings happen to my famillyget well soon okay~ gotta go to the temple soon..

2005-03-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

contrast to last week.. tis week is surely meant for my class to slack!! apart from yesterday's biology prac n theory~ today's lessons ended at 11am!! onli ting was tt half of the class including me have to see our class mentor a.k.a lao yao guai after 11... hahahahaha... well.. she's juz abit naggy plus she cant outtalk us.. making her losing even more respect from us... quite a poor ting huh~ *plus**plus* tml lessons starting at 1pm and ends at 3pm!! ppl from NR0325.. happy? loads of time for us to slack before we head on to the peadiatrics ward the following 2 weeks... *cheers*

btw.. the attachment posting's aready out.. is the sch or doris chan unhappy wit me or wad!! or is it she dosen't like anybody by the name of Priscilla or Yaqi??? or is it my surname she has a grudge wit?? if not y muz my postings always be either far far away from my house or seperated from my friends?! its not onli my gud frenz im seperated from.. im juz kicked away from the whole class!!
tts rite.. my posting juz landed me with a bunch of ppl i hav no idea who they r for the whole of 2 week..!

okay.. enuf of whining.. i'll accept my fate..

so here goes!! chiang's long awaited photos!!! hahahax.. so after seing the photos u'll noe nursing student are really very very stressed huh!

2005-03-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

sunshine smiles!!
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2005-03-22T18:40:00.001+08:00

hmm... juz bored~~
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2005-03-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

its really in a mess!!
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2005-03-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

yucks! who's tt w/o a head?!?
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2005-03-22T18:38:00.001+08:00

yea~ its me!!
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2005-03-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. my hand's in a blur... =)
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2005-03-22T18:37:00.001+08:00

i really have no idea wad we are doin~~~

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2005-03-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

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2005-03-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

ms karen tan beside me!!
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2005-03-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

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2005-03-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

smelly armpit!!
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2005-03-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

friday~~ so is everybody getting ready to go happening n have fun?? or is anyone stuck in the same situation as me? acknowledging the neighbourhood library as ur second home? hahahahax.... yes.. tats wad i've decided on bcos if not.. i'll be glued to the computer if im gonna stay at home... n juz tat had happened since wednesday... i haven started abit on my revision!! hahaax... GOD BLESS ME!! tats the reason y i'm planning to camp in the nearby library tis weekend, steering clear of any electrical devices!! hehehe... hope it works.. so bloggie.. no entries for the weekend ya~ hehehe..

here's juz some pictures karine took with her camera this week.. chiang haven managed to send me those taken by her camera.. we'll anticipate for tat! =D

2005-03-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

so how.. look like a scene from meteor garden???
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2005-03-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

hehehehe... a nice picture.. but my hair's very messy.. =PPppPppP
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2005-03-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

hahahaha.... we're actually imitating tis hongkong actor who dresses like a female n digs his nose whenever he appears on screen!! (we're juz bored of taking pictures formally la~~ =>)
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2005-03-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

quite a blur picture... hehehe... actually all 3 of us has got seaweed stuck on our teeth!! ( silly gals =D ) see carefully.........
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2005-03-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

look at me pigging out with tt pig face!! hahahahahaha.. chiang's beside me.. btw tt hand belongs to jiayi.. =pPpppPPpppPPPp
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2005-03-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

wEeeeeeEeEEeeeeEe~~ im still at home at this time on a weekday.!.. hahahaha... lessons start at 3pm today n ends at 5pm!!! isn't tat great?? makes me feel like slacking... hee.... but biology revision's more important... though i haven start on it... have been slacking for de whole of yesterday too... hehehehe.... gotta buck up!! =D okay... im not gonna be like last week where im depressed n not even sure of wad my goal in life is.. im juz gonna do my best in wad im stuck in now even though i hav no interest in it.. i guess de interest can come later?? hahaha..

hmm...talking to cashe on phone now... situation abit tensed... very very very unhappy wit his attitude... not sure wad im angry with him for... but very upset.. arrrgh~~ =\ guys are always like this... if u treat them badly, they will do everyting they can to make u happy n change ur attitude towards them... if you treat them nicely, they'll juz walk all over u... piggie pigZ pigs pigxX...!! =\=/=\=/=\

we're gonna be together for a year in less than 2 months time but y is it tat i still cant feel he's the one for me? the one i can spend my life with??

a happy post becomes an angry post

phew~!

2005-03-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

phew~!
oOKay... tis is gonna be a hectic week but 2 big loads are aready outta me!! yes.yes.yes.yes.yes!! =D

Monday(14-03-05): ~~Clinical Assessment~~ (cleAred!!)
Tuesday(15-03-05): ~~Psychology Presentation~~ (cleaRed!!)
Wednesday(16-03-05): Revise Biology
Thursday(17-03-05): Revise Biology
Friday(18-03-05): Revise Biology
Saturday(19-03-05): Revise Biology
Sunday(20-03-05): Revise Biology

hehehe... reason for heavy revision of biology.. bio practical n thoery tests next monday!! (Duh~!)

haven been clubbing for so0o0o0o0o0o long aready.. since january i tink.. kinda miszed my clubbin frenz to0.... hmm... jiayi juz told me today she may be goin to 'ladies nitez' at Black later on.. I WANA GO TOO~ but!! i'll save it for after exams n go happenin! all nite!! hahahahaha..

hmm.. changed my blog layout again~~ =pPPpPPPppPp haha!!

Personality Test

2005-03-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

Personality Test

You are gentle, caring, talkative, dutiful, neat, dependable, and modest. You can be counted on to make sure everything is in its place, that people are doing what they’re supposed to be doing and all the supplies have been secured.

When it comes to expressing yourself you walk a fine line between not wanting to offend anyone and helping people see when they’re not in line with social standards. You pay too much attention to other people’s evaluations of how acceptable you are if such evaluations are ever negative.

You are driven by a sense of obligation, often overworked for the benefit of others. You prefer tasks that are highly outlined, organized and practical. You fill your life with meaningful activities and schedule any down time. You function at your best when people recognize your dedication and hard work. You enjoy helping any friend in need. You have a strong work ethic and can be critical of sloth, laziness and people who have possessions only through extreme indebtedness. You don’t receive nearly the gratitude or recognition that you deserve for all you do for others.

One of your greatest strengths is supporting family or group activities. You are a natural host or hostess. Your contribution of cooking, cleaning, fixing, or constructing is an expression of your love and loyalty to everyone present, and such labor is truly a pleasure for you to fulfill.

You were a model child. Relatively neat, sweet and conscientious, you were the child that every parent thinks they’re going to have. You may have openly disagreed or rebelled but if so it was short-lived and harmless and you were quick to accept the judgment of your parents along with any punishment they deemed reasonable.

As a mate you are completely dedicated to the partnership, willing to go the extra mile to keep it happy and stable. Parenting, for you, is a lifetime commitment. You are protective, supportive and patient, often putting your children’s needs before your own. You make sure all of your child’s physical needs are met. More than other parents, you see your children as an extension of yourself and your self-image suffers disproportionately if your child or children behave inappropriately in public.

You go by the book and are suspicious of anyone suggesting that tried and true established methods should be revised or ignored.

You have a strong appreciation for traditions and ceremonies (such as birthdays and holidays). You skillfully connect with just about anyone you meet, able and willing to discuss topics like weather and sports which are sure to be shared by everyone. Your conversations often drift to nostalgic reminiscence of past events.

You put a lot of energy into maintaining your home. You keep things tidy, visually appealing and in working condition. You make sure your home is always well stocked with food and supplies. You take better care of your possessions than most types, cleaning, oiling, maintaining things so that they will always be nice, maintain their value, and function when needed. You want things to be sturdy and may replace something which isn’t broken if, after acquiring it, you realize that it’s of the new, shabbier quality.

You may or may not be a pessimist, but your speech is laced with reminders to realistically expect problems to arise. You are aware of the general dangers of living and are conscious of the fact that other people don’t heed your warnings as often as they should. You are also the first to point out to someone who seems surprised that they should’ve known that setbacks would occur.

In a marriage you are helpful and supportive of your spouse. You enjoy working on tasks together, or working on your specialties at the same time (one cooks while the other fixes the plumbing). As a parent you do all you can to ensure that your children are well behaved and hard working.

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went for tis very very VERY long personality test recommended from my sis Hanni.. 208 questions to answer but its results are very comprehensive too! i recommend tis personality test to all my frens!! here's de webbie for de test... http://www.perex.com/

2005-03-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

monday!~!~... hmm.. sorta havin monday blues... was late for clinical lab lessons in de mornin... luckily de lecturer wasn't teaching any important skills, she was juz mentioning wads important for tml's theory test... hmm... talking abt de test.. i haven touched abit on it.. so is next tuesday's psychology presentation.. din prepare for it yet.. n also next monday's 'very important' assessment.. everybody's busy practising de skills.. n i've not.. so if i flunk tt... there will be no attachments for me which means i'll hav to repeat de whole semester.. damnit~ y am i slaving so much on these? is tis reali wad i wan? will i be contented being a nurse? no no no.. im not suited to be a nurse at all.. working as hard as i can to get gud grades is juz a way to convince myself tt im going to be a gud nurse.. so wad abt de grades! when de interest is not there? oh god~ you've reali played a fool out of me.. leaving me in tis muddy mess where im stuck n screaming helplessly.. n nobody's there for me....

2005-03-06T02:34:00.000+08:00

finally de week has ended.. so has my 1 week attachment... aniwae de wish i made before attachment was not granted.. not even near!~!~! i wasn't posted to de primary sch JUZ under my block.. instead, to Eunos Primary... its so damn far.. i hav to wake up at 5 am every morning to get ready n if i get in de train abit later, sae 5 mins.. i'll hav to stand in de crowd all de way from woodlands to eunos stn~! tiring..

but it wasn't tat bad a week after all la~~ at least de primary 1's reali did a gud job cheering me up!! hahahax.. n to counteract de stresses kali n me tried some new stunts with my camera... =PPppPpppPpPPPpPPppp took quite alot of silly pics..

here goes~

p.s.: actually i've still got lots lots more pics not posted here... click here to c more..

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tis was de 2nd primary sch we were posted to after eunos pri. diff from eunos pri.. there were alot of chinese students in kong hwa.. n very unfortunately kong hwa pri. is in aljunied.. equally far~~

2005-03-06T02:29:00.000+08:00

nice study environment!!

2005-03-06T02:28:00.001+08:00

haha.. izzit working???
Posted by Hello

2005-03-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

hearing test

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2005-03-06T02:16:00.001+08:00

can u spot de 2 nyp students trying to act young among de P1's?? hahahahahax...

2005-03-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

hearing test

2005-03-06T02:15:00.002+08:00

she's s0o0o0o cute!! but y look so sad when takin photo wit me?? sobx~

2005-03-06T02:15:00.001+08:00

2005-03-06T02:15:00.000+08:00

cute!

2005-03-06T02:14:00.000+08:00

playing with eraser??

2005-03-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

boys turn for hearing test!

2005-03-06T02:12:00.001+08:00

ooops.! caught red handed!~!~

Posted by Hello

2005-03-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

de female toilet in kong hwa was actually painted blue! n de boys toilet on de other hand pink~ how irony..

2005-03-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

de destress act

2005-03-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

wad i had for lunch!!

2005-03-06T01:49:00.001+08:00

2005-03-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

spotted tis eerie house near kong hwa.. it even needs wooden supports.. notice how different it is from its neighbours..

2005-03-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

in hong kah secondary...

2005-03-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

friday.. back in outram for presentation

2005-03-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

a group photo taken for a presentation on friday

2005-03-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

NR0325 class photo.. taken at outram before all of set off for de primary schools... :)
Posted by Hello

2005-03-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

hmm... btw went for NYP's band concert some time ago on 18 feb...

Sinfonia 2005.. its a concert to raise funds for NYP students to participate in the rebuilding of communities in the Tsunami-affected areas... i was there to support my classmate, taufiq, playin tuba.. hee... actually he gave me 2 complimentary tix.. so i went with chiang!! de music was very nice esp. animation medley by Jo Hisaishi... de whole concert reali reminded me of the days i was in secondary sch band... miz my bandmates lotx lotx!! unfortunately i've stopped goin for any band practise now... well~ here's juz a few pics...

2005-03-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

with chiang.. we were secretly munching on fries before de concert starts.. =pPpPppPpPpppPppPPpP

2005-03-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

with taufiq!! he's playing tuba in de concert~

2005-03-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

taken with chiang n my clinical lab lecturer during de interval of de concert

2005-02-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.... did some alterations to my blog layout.. added a few funny funny stuffs... hehehe.... look so crowded now~~!.... btw... do give me some comments whether its better now anot ya?... xD

goin for school health service attachment on monday.... even though its onli a 1 week attachment.. but i still feel so reluctant!! hahaha... maybe all de small small kids in de primary sch can make me feel better ba~~ haix.. juz hope tat when i go to outram on monday i can get allocated to de primary sch juz under my block.. hehehe.. start work at 8 den can leave house at 7.50 oso no problem... lolx!(abit wishful tinking~ hahahaha..)

hmm...... aniwae.. posted some pictures taken wit my bestest frens in poly... juz to share wit all of u la~~ hope its not too small ya?~...

2005-02-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

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